Second day of the 21-day rule of making habits, upheld – woke up with the sun, all bright and cheery, unlike yesterday’s bleary eyed LG. Did I hear someone mutter “stop fussing over trivialities, its only wake up time for Godssake”? What else is there to fuss over, I would like to know. The big things, I would rather sweep under the sofa.
Talking of sweeping things under sofa, waking in the morning and having extra time and energy to clean the house made me realise how much muck my maid has been sweeping under them. But then, V is not my maid, per se, but a friend, who, in addition to washing dishes and clothes and sweeping (muck under the sofa) for payment, also listens to my rants, dries my tears and removes the frequent cricks in my neck in a tricky manoeuvre that looks like she is unscrewing my head from the torso – all without any returns expected. So, I shall forever hold my peace and sweep under the sofa myself.
The kid’s semester exams, supposed to start today, but postponed because of my city’s revolt against its neighbour for politically motivated reasons, now begins tomorrow. When I asked the kid if she had her stationery ready for tomorrow – pens, pencils, ruler etc., she asks me, “why ruler?”. To my answer of “to draw borders around diagrams, and label parts in maps” she does her eye-rolling-routine and says “mom, you are I are different people”. Gave me a bit of BP hike, given that I was the type that would highlight parts of answers with different colours, underline headings with sketch pen and use stencils to label diagrams in exams. But better sense (of the kid) prevailed. She and I ARE different people. Nevertheless, not able to ignore myself, I sharpened her pencils, dug around her pandora box of a room for a ruler (which will never be used, and most likely lost on the very first day), assembled her stationery pouch and am ready for exams. She is off playing football with the neighbours.
Remember the assignment I had misjudged yesterday? It seems I grossly misjudged it. I need a few more days to finish it. Not happy about my lack of judgement. Lesson learnt.
Philosophy of today – I really need to stop overthinking everything. Some things are just not worth even thinking about, leave alone overthinking.
Until tomorrow then…